A queer college freshman struggles with trauma.Nathaniel Conti starts his second semester as a Hartland University freshman determined not to repeat his first, when he isolated himself from campus life. Now, he wants to be seen. He's hard to miss: His hair is dyed à la Cruella de Vil. When he meets fellow students Celeste Hernandez and Tasha Seo, who are Mexican American and lesbian and Korean American and nonbinary, respectively, he feels they're "queerplatonic soulmates." Plus, his new friends are on the women's lacrosse team, the sport he'd excelled at in high school. Nathaniel is up front about some-but not all-of his troubles, like how he got kicked off his lacrosse team and earned his criminal record. He's also in crisis, experiencing dissociative states and insomnia. And then he bumps into Max Palazzola from high school, formerly his best friend, lacrosse teammate, and partner in crime. The two white boys haven't spoken since they were both in handcuffs, and Nathaniel is riddled with conflicting emotions; it's possible he's missed Max even more than he's missed playing lacrosse. Nathaniel hides in bed, avoiding everything, but Max is persistent in his efforts at reconciling. The deep bond between them is portrayed with patience, care, and empathy. The sharp, fluid prose propels readers further into Nathaniel's complex frame of mind as the story is uplifted by its touching characters.A thoughtful rumination on the power of friendship, trauma, and healing. (Fiction. 14-18)