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A girl copes with the death of her beloved brother Zach, and the devastation it has wrought on her family. London clearly has sunk into despair. She goes to school but doesn't interact with her friends. At home, her mother refuses to speak with her at all, eventually becoming openly hostile to her. Her father does his best to hold the family together on his own, but he has his own limits. London does find herself strongly attracted to Jesse, a new boy in school, but he's in a relationship with London's former best friend. Another new student, Lili, manages to penetrate London's mental fog with her inexhaustible energy, apparently on a mission to make London her friend. London finds herself caught between the old and the new as she delves ever more deeply into the chaos that her brother's death has caused. Williams, as always, keeps her prose, this time arranged on the page as prose poems, sensitive, intelligent and completely absorbing. She slowly peels back the veils on London's, her father's and her mother's psychology, eventually revealing the strong and the weak and, ultimately, how Zach died. The family she depicts are former missionaries, giving the book strong spiritual undertones that should appeal to religious as well as general audiences. Exceptional. (Fiction. 12 & up)
School Library Journal Starred Review (Fri Jun 01 00:00:00 CDT 2012)Gr 8 Up-Told in first-person stanzas, Williams's novel in verse is gut-wrenching in its portrayal of a family that implodes under the strain of tragedy and loss. Since the death of her older brother nine months earlier, London Castle has felt like a pariah. Her father, a former missionary, spends most of his time in his church office, and her mother, who blames her for what happened to Zach, completely ignores her. No one at school, not even her former best friend, talks to her. Grief-stricken and alone, the teen is understandably cautious when Lili, the new transfer student, approaches her. Is she truly interested in becoming friends, or does she merely have a morbid curiosity about how Zach really died? London initially rejects her attempts at friendship but eventually finds herself opening up. She renews her relationship with her ex-boyfriend Taylor, but she's also infatuated with Jesse, Lili's brother. The two guys, together with Lili, provide her with the strength she needs to begin her recovery. While London's anguish and her father's detachment are typical responses to tragedy, her mother's outright animosity seems extreme, making it difficult for the audience to feel any sympathy for the woman. When the truth of her role in Zach's death surfaces, her continued condemnation of London makes her more of a caricature than a real person. Although there is no happy ending here, the appearance of an unexpected character at the end of the book offers London hope for herself and her family's future.— Audrey Sumser, Cuyahoga County Public Library-Mayfield, OH
ALA Booklist (Sun Jul 01 00:00:00 CDT 2012)Almost a year after the death of her older brother, Zach, London's loss and guilt are just as palpable. Her mother's refusal to talk to her only intensifies the emptiness of their home. As she did in Glimpse (2010),Williams uses hard-hitting free verse, in this case to depict London's grief process. The teen misses the sensation of touch, and she finds it in both Taylor, her former boyfriend and Zach's best friend, and recent transfer student Jesse. She knows she can't hide two relationships for long and must choose between these two different yet alluring guys. As London gradually reveals the details of Zach's "accident," as well as her and her mother's roles in his demise, she must also choose how she will go on with her life without Zach. Although religion is present in London's decisions and her missionary father's own guiding principles, the redemptive story will appeal to a wide audience. A realistic hope rather than a tidy happiness wraps up London's heartrending path to healing.
Horn BookLondon's family is splintering after the death of her brother. The free-verse novel's poetic structure allows London's powerful emotions to come through unfiltered; her grief and anger are palpable, but so are her glimpses of hope and redemption. Williams has created a complete picture of the effects of suicide on those left behind and of the way love endures after death.
Kirkus Reviews (Fri Oct 04 00:00:00 CDT 2024)A girl copes with the death of her beloved brother Zach, and the devastation it has wrought on her family. London clearly has sunk into despair. She goes to school but doesn't interact with her friends. At home, her mother refuses to speak with her at all, eventually becoming openly hostile to her. Her father does his best to hold the family together on his own, but he has his own limits. London does find herself strongly attracted to Jesse, a new boy in school, but he's in a relationship with London's former best friend. Another new student, Lili, manages to penetrate London's mental fog with her inexhaustible energy, apparently on a mission to make London her friend. London finds herself caught between the old and the new as she delves ever more deeply into the chaos that her brother's death has caused. Williams, as always, keeps her prose, this time arranged on the page as prose poems, sensitive, intelligent and completely absorbing. She slowly peels back the veils on London's, her father's and her mother's psychology, eventually revealing the strong and the weak and, ultimately, how Zach died. The family she depicts are former missionaries, giving the book strong spiritual undertones that should appeal to religious as well as general audiences. Exceptional. (Fiction. 12 & up)
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“What are you doing?” Zach said.
“Waiting,” I said.
“For what?”
I couldn’t say, “For Jesus.” Or maybe, with Zach then, I could have. But I didn’t. That’s all I’m saying now.
I didn’t.
Now with this company I don’t look for a quiet moment. In fact, there’s nothing quiet about Lili. She runs her mouth and never takes a breath, I don’t think.
She’s here, that strange Lili. Sitting up close, hands fol
After her brother’s death, a teen struggles to rediscover love and find redemption in this gripping novel.
Growing up, London and Zach were as close as could be. And then Zach dies, and the family is gutted. London’s father is distant. Her mother won’t speak. The days are filled with what-ifs and whispers: Was it London’s fault?
Alone and adrift, London finds herself torn between her brother’s best friend and the handsome new boy in town as she struggles to find herself—and ultimately redemption—in this authentic and affecting novel from award-winning novelist Carol Lynch Williams.