Ahgottahandleonit
Ahgottahandleonit
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Cinco Puntos Press
Annotation: Tim's a dyslexic black kid on the mean streets of Newark. He wants to do what is right, but anger boils deep inside him. Despite everything, Tim wants his life to matter.
 
Reviews: 2
Catalog Number: #5873021
Format: Paperback
Copyright Date: 2017
Edition Date: 2017 Release Date: 03/21/17
Pages: 261 pages
ISBN: 1-941026-47-8
ISBN 13: 978-1-941026-47-2
Dewey: Fic
LCCN: 2016023652
Dimensions: 23 cm.
Language: English
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Kirkus Reviews

No, Tim definitely doesn't have a handle on it.Although he's 17, Tim will be in sophomore English again next year if he can't pass his proficiency exam. Readers first meet the black teen with his sneaker stuck deep in fresh blacktop in a Newark park because the warning sign looks like "Danger: hot as halt" to him. There, he is easy pickings for a bully on the way to school; a mutually humiliating confrontation with a well-meaning teacher ends the day, the last one before summer. Despite trips to the gym that build his muscles and to the library that build his reading confidence, he spirals downward, unable to escape the feelings of powerlessness engendered by circumstance: learning disability, alcoholic father, distracted mother, academically successful younger sister, gangbangers all around. In his debut as a novelist, musician Mixon alternates his third-person narration among multiple characters, giving readers glancing views into the complexities of Tim's world. Although the hostility of the white world surrounding it is acknowledged, the focus is on the personalities, almost all black, within it. Dialogue is almost physical, spit and food flying with the raw and colloquial words. By contrast, the sometimes-overexpository narration is measured, often metaphorical, as when Tim's sister observes how "pity and its principal sidekick sadness were loafing around her dad's dungeon like chronically obese demons." An existential examination of the cycle of violence. (Fiction. 14 & up)

School Library Journal (Wed Mar 01 00:00:00 CST 2017)

Gr 9 Up-im's dyslexia is making his academic success difficult. The 17-year-old needs to pass a proficiency exam in order to move on to 10th grade. On the cusp of summer, a negative interaction with a well-intentioned teacher pushes Tim to the limits. He makes dangerous decisions, especially because he isn't receiving support from disconnected parents. During this tumultuous time, distractions are overpowering and it's easier for Tim to fight rather than flee. His sister, uncle, and teachers are motivated to direct his energy, particularly when his actions will have long-term consequences. While the sentences are choppy and the plot loses momentum when the narrative switches to the other characters' perspectives, the chapters are short, and rhymes, letters, and italicized scenes add depth to Tim's experiences. Mixon has created a fully realized teenager in whom young adults will see themselves. With subjects such as bullying, gangs, retaliation, remorse, race, disability, and family all woven in, this book is worth reading and discussing in classrooms and book clubs. Larger questions and well-drawn characters will be sure to bring readers into the library looking for similar titles. VERDICT A gritty novel with a relatable protagonist and lots of appeal that will be at home in school and public libraries serving teens. Give to fans of Daniel Keyes's Flowers for Algernon or Sapphire's Push.Alicia Abdul, Albany High School Library, NY

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School Library Journal (Wed Mar 01 00:00:00 CST 2017)
Reading Level: 5.0
Interest Level: 7-12
Reading Counts!: reading level:4.5 / points:19.0 / quiz:Q72940
Lexile: 730L

Tim's a struggling black kid on the mean streets of Newark. How far can he run? Where can he hide? What is innocence? Where does it go? Tim doesn't read as well as his classmates in an inner-city Newark high school. He's got good street creds, though, riffing strange rap-rhymes and running like the wind. He's packed into a three-flat with his mother, sister and Uncle Gentrale. His father, a drunk, recently walked out on the family, wanting some freedom. He says, Ahgottahandleonit, son. He doesn't. Nor does Tim. He's a sophomore, already two years behind in school. He'll be a sophomore again if he doesn't pass his proficiency exam. He wants to do what is right, but anger boils deep inside him. The last day of school before summer, Tim slaps Mr. Jones, the one teacher who has wanted to help. He doesn't know why. It was just there, a rage born of some dark history. Uncle Gentrale tries to explain, some crazy shit about living back down south. Marie reaches out to him for love, but that doesn't work either. In a fight with some gangbangers, the rage boils over and Tim slams Chucky in the head with a rock. Chucky dies. Tim steals his phone. He carries it, like an albatross, throughout the summer--wanting to run, to hide, to speak truth, to be free. Maybe Mr. Jones will understand. Tim wants his life to matter. Donovan Mixon is a jazz guitarist and a former Berklee College of Music Professor. He moved to Chicago in 2010 after an extended sojourn teaching in Italy and Turkey. Ahgottahandleonit is his first novel.


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