Horn Book
Seventeen-year-old biracial Angie grew up believing her father was dead. When she discovers her mom ("the kind...other kids ought to be jealous of") might have lied, Angie sets off to learn the truth. Chapters alternate between Angie's present-day story and that of her mother, Marilyn, as a teenager. Though the prose can be overwrought, Dellaria's portrayal of family dynamics is sympathetic and complex.
Kirkus Reviews
Mother and daughter move through parallel journeys separated by time but connected by introspection in Dellaira's (Love Letters to the Dead, 2014) latest.Told in alternating voices and timelines, this narrative explores two young women's searches for completion. Marilyn Miller, 17 in the late 1990s and dreaming of the freedom of college, must contend with her mother's plans for her to become a rising star in Hollywood. Stretched to the breaking point between the promise of self-determination and the weight of her mother's hopes, Marilyn, a blonde white girl, finds relief and unexpected romance with her enigmatic black neighbor, James. Fast-forward 18 years to meet Angie Miller, Marilyn and James' biracial daughter, who has lived her entire life believing her father was dead. When she discovers that her mother has lied about this, Angie journeys to Los Angeles with her ex-boyfriend Sam (also biracial, with a white father and Mexican mother) to find the missing pieces that have distanced her from Sam. Exploring the dynamic tension between identity and relationships, and the realities of violence and racism (although less so white privilege), the separate narratives converge to tell one family's story of pain and loss, love and forgiveness. Time jumps occasionally disrupt cohesion, and readers unfamiliar with the '90s may find Marilyn's narrative irksomely referential, but overall, this is a compelling intergenerational tale.Achingly vibrant. (Fiction. 14-adult)
Publishers Weekly
(Fri Oct 06 00:00:00 CDT 2023)
Dellaira-s debut novel, Love Letters to the Dead, was good; her second, which tells two connected tales set 18 years apart, is spectacular. First comes the story of 17-year-old Marilyn, whose mother is so committed to her daughter-s future stardom that she moves them into a tiny Los Angeles apartment with Marilyn-s unwelcoming, alcoholic uncle. But Marilyn-s vision of her future involves going to college, taking photos, and making a life with her smart and handsome new neighbor, James. Next comes the present-day story of Marilyn-s biracial daughter, Angie, also 17, who wonders about the father she never met. Did he really die in a car crash? Does she have relatives who look like her? Will knowing her past help her find her way forward? Past and present collide when Angie runs away from Albuquerque to L.A. to find the man she thinks may be her uncle. Readers will be left sobbing, both for the characters they-ve come to love and for the state of the country-Dellaira draws on persistent racial divides to craft an ending that is surprising yet inevitable, heartbreaking, and hopeful. Ages 12-up. Agent: Richard Florest, Rob Weisbach Creative Management. (Mar.)